Friday, December 24, 2010


emo to the max... :(

tis is e first xmas eve which i feel tat i am not in a gd mood to celebrate n feel like to be alone...

crying aloud to say tat i am emo to the max.... :(
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Tuesday, August 31, 2010


i am tired...today totally is mood swing...swinging here n there...but i still got do my job wor...i tin i can start to know hw difficult it is wen it come to both...hope tat i can faster get use to it...den everything will be the same...

Job is getting more n more worse...don like...i have a mindset but i cant let it happen...got to control...
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Friday, July 30, 2010


I am back frm Taiwan....pass few days cant even turn my clock back although the timing is the same...Taiwan gt alot of night life some more take cab veri cheap...haa...ppl ard veri friendly...they still willing to direct u the location...i like the place there n oso the environment...but i still gt to come back to Singapore...alot of things din shop n eat...this is the wasted part ba...hai..nvm...cos i will go again...n by the time i go i will make sure tat i will go longer n oso go some other places rather den Taipei...cos Taipei too big le...i go Jay Chou de restaurant...happy...although he is at Singapore having his concert...i oso gt to make sure tat nxt yr his concert if i can make it, i will go and is a must to go...haa...i am planning for my nxt trip le...HONG KONG...tis time i oso will be going 1 wk...cos i like there oso...if can den i hope tat i will be going on my bday again...haa...

Back to work...life doesnt look good...especially u have this type of colleagues....some times u will really cant stand it...donnoe wat on her mind...but still can be able to handle...boss back to work le...but he is clearing his leave, so he everyday take half day off...he did mention tat he will work for another few mths den retire...sob sob...i don like my TD...seriously if TD promote...my life will be screw up den i ever have...hai...
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Saturday, July 17, 2010


i am back to blog le...working is so suck but other den tat everything is fun...job is not wat i want anymore...manager nxt wk finally back to office...at least i have less trouble...but really hope tat he don retire...if not my letter for the company will be giving soon...haa...been sending resume...see who will reply ba...shall see...hmmm...laterly like to be alone...have alot of things in my mind...donnoe which is which...hai...

birthday is coming...going taiwan on my bday wk...i wan go alot of place sia....exceited...Mr J. is a must...haa...hmm....really hope tat nxt yr i can go again n oso go more days...den i can enjoy even more...

last wk went to chalet...2 days 1 night....fun fun...n i am not the one who wasted...haa... :)
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Tuesday, March 02, 2010


ytd mornin late for work...wait for the last company bus...wen rch shipyard e bus door cant open...the guy in front keep on trying to force the door open...but still cant...e security asked e driver to drive in to e carpark den use the emergency exit to get out of the bus...e exit damn high sia...i cant even rch e floor...lucky e security help us get out...haa...end up mostly all late for work...lol...damn lucky rite...

today, ravi told mi tat...he can see e different..working wif them is like working wif family but not her n george...seriously, i don like mean i don like...but office is always like tat de....telling myself, got to get use of it...

nxt wk, another busy wk...MD briefing...still gt to prepare alot of things n aini n ravi will be on course...headache...hw can i look after so many things...
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Friday, February 26, 2010


i don like networking...today, went to Jurong Shipyard for meeting...GM drive us there...although is a 1 hour meeting...seriously, i don really know wat e hell is going on...training don have anything related to HR...y i must go...somemore i go, din even have any help...decided not to go for e nxt meeting le...e nxt meeting will be on 26 march...aini goin along...:)

stomach feeling abit unwell le...it been a few wks le...ahhhh....cant stand...
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Monday, February 22, 2010


it been veri long since i last update my blog le...working for tis job abt a year le...time fly fast...i have no idea wat did i done for tat period...things is always changing...u will nv noe wat will happen...some ppl u got to understand them more den u will noe hw evil they are...act pity is always work...everybody will tin tat u are right but who willing to go n find out the true n take out ur fake face...some ppl even clever..act innocent...it will works double...haa...i juz hate ppl tat is so fake...hw long will i gt to stay...is not i can control...waiting for an answer to be out...
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